It's crazy because I've never once felt attraction to a man before, never noticed guys in a sexual way at all, but now all I can think about is him. I was super horny this morning, I've jerked off three times already today and I tried to think about women and look at straight porn but my mind kept drifting back to Danny's body, Danny's dick, Danny with his mouth around me. I thought it was because I have high standards, but what if it's because I'm not into women? I can't make sense of it. I don't look at porn often but when I do it's usually women, but I've never met a woman irl that I was actually attracted to. A lot of things clicked into place in my mind but I'm still confused about a lot of things. Afterwards we kissed, and then he awkwardly said that he should leave and went home.Īs soon as he left my mind went into overdrive. When he finished me I asked him to let me return the favor.
It was like my mind switched gears in the middle of it and all of a sudden I was so turned on by him.
I felt weird and conflicted about it but it was so good. One thing led to another and next thing I know he's blowing me. The conversation kept up to the point where I said something along the lines of "I would really love to know what it feels like to have somebody suck my cock." He said "what if." and then blushed.
I could feel myself getting excited but I didn't really understand why. I asked him if he managed to get laid at all at college, and he said no.
Last night we were watching some shitty movie, or really more like just talking with the movie on in the background and there was a sex scene.
My parents repurposed my bedroom to a workout room almost as soon as I moved into the dorms so I live in my basement and usually he'll come over and we'll play games or watch tv or listen to music, and then he'll crash on the couch, go home in the morning and then come back over in the afternoon, rinse and repeat. I've been hanging out with Danny pretty much every day since we got back. Danny and I both came back to our hometown for the summer, but my best friend and his best friend both stayed at their schools to work and take summer classes and such. Anyway, at the end of high school we all went to different colleges across the country for different reasons. Him and his best friend and me and my best friend would all hang out together all the time after school and on weekends, play video games together and go on adventures, you know, just teenager stuff. We were part of a group of four guys and we all got along really well. Some background for the situation: I've known my friend Danny, the friend in question, since we were 14. Throwaway because my friends know my main account. If you are tempted to make an angry reply, use the report button instead.Use your experience to form advice but put yourself in the place of others as well.Be respectful to posters and other commenters.Crossposting content from here to another sub, including your own page.Advocating, suggesting or justifying violence.Do not use the sub to push your personal agenda.Do not post or request personal information that can be used to trace you.Avoid tangential discussions, focus on helping posters.Do not use uncivil, negatively gendered, ableist, sexist or bigoted language.
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